I haven't been on here much no time really but I just need a little moment to vent. I know people whos problems are WAY worse than mine but darnit I am frustrated. Cadences father has always been terrible about child support. Last year we got a reveiw and he was doing okay with paying it. In may it completely stopped (he also has another child but idk if thats an issue lol).. But no child support. He told our caseworker he is unemployed yet a couple times he couldnt come pick her up on his weekend (not until sat. morning) bc he was "working" late. I talked to our caseworker and she said he has to be working under the table. Typical of him bc he will pay for about 5 months and then not pay for about 5 months or get a new job once the one he has starts taking out the child support. His GF just called and talked to Cadence on the phone and from what I could understand they just got a new house (they were living with her parents) but I am frustrated bc its like he can go out buy house and take care of his GF and "new" baby but not help out with Cadence. He never asks if she need anything (she dont but still its a nice thing to do) or ask how shes doing in school or anything and I am so fed up. He gets her every other weekend so its not like he is a complete deadbeat or anything but my husband works hard for the little money he makes to allow me to be a SAHM and care for our children. From the moment I met him hes always done whatever he could for cadence (even when I was working). I dont understand how he can do all these things and her own father does not seem to care. I am sure I am really annoying right now but I just get frustrated with it all.
On the bright side Cadence started preschool Monday and is really enjoying it so far. They have not been sending homework home yet so we do some everyday out of a preschool book I have (her idea :) ) She will be 5 october 5th and I just cannot believe how time flies. Nick is going to make her a new loft bed for her birthday and My cousin offered to give me some extra paint she has so we are painting her room too :)
Irie will be 6 months oct 9th. Her last appt she was 12lb 13oz and almost 24 inches still tiny but I miss her being a newborn. Nursing is going great and I am so proud of myself so far for making it this long I hope we have plenty more time to nurse I love it. She is sitting up and crawling backwards and rolling all over the place. She has been saying mama a lot and I heard dada last night :) so proud of both my little girls.
I am doing ok. I still have not figure out why my hands were going numb. It hasnt happened again lately but I still need to figure out what was causing that. Er dr mentioned MS the night I was there but my reg dr didnt. I go back on monday so we will see what he says. I have been really tired lately. Also the past few days my body just hurts but I am wondering if its just the crappy ohio weather we have lol.
October 31st is our 1yr wedding anniversary :) It seems like yesterday we were getting married and now its almost a whole year. It has been a little rough but I wouldnt change it for the world...
End of my blogging for now have to get groceries and watch Greys tonight :)
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